the sound of a heavy truck roaring in a distance woke her. she could identify the chipping of the birds and the crowing of a cork. she smiled...



the certernity of life is really a gift,
its like approaching a coner and going into a drift
a leap from the earth from the edge of a cliff
a kiss on the neck so great, yet you are trying to be stiff.

the tickling of the spine from the neck down
express a little pleasure in form of a frown
a love feeling so damn real, i cannot believe
this shit is really happening to me.

the realities of woman-hood start to peep
a warning it pages me, beep beep beep
i look, i smile, i hold my breathe tight
shit these feelings, i need to put on a fight!


when what needs to be said is said
and decisions have finally been made
this could be it, maybe this is forever
i guess i have to let things get together.


And she swang her feet to the side of the bed and let down on the cold floor. with all she had she stood, she walked, she started, now she would try to live again.